Ok today was rubbish I had english lit this morning and im not good at all at it but i'm working on it at home with my mom so hopefully that will get better anyways after break i had maths with which i kinda get excited about seeing as i sit next to one of my best friends and ye it was an awrsome lesson until the end...there was 15mins left of the lesson so the teacher decided to play a game...normally i just sit back and just not take part because there's always someone else who wants to go but basically i just don't bother anyways the person who is normally always taking part wasn't there...so someone else was the team captain and it was one of my friends well he's sort of a friend but ye so he was the team captain or leader what ever you wanna call it anyways 2 people on my team had gone up and done it then he picked me...so i went up and looked at the word i had to describe it was pi (they were all math words) next to that word was the words i couldn't say so i was really stumped on what to say anyways the teacher said i could pass on it so i said pass so the teacher said out loud to the whole class "Passed on pi" they all laughed and moaned at me including ! ¬.¬ the next word was radius which i had think of what is was first lol but then the teacher helped me on what to say or do so i drew a circle in the air then a line which started from the middle and went to the on of the sides
then one of the people in my team said radius so my team had got a point. I sat down and just put my head in my arms...and i started to cry i heard all the other people having fun then i heard "At least it wasn't as hard as pi. Hey Bronwen?" which just made me cry even more! ofc i kept it to myself but the tears were running down my cheeks then the lesson ended so i quickly wiped away the tears, kept my head down and walked out of the class room and stood against a wall to wait for my friend sammi and when she saw me and asked what was wrong i just burst into tears...she gave me a hug and told me everything was alright and i just said "it's not my fault i have confidence issues" which i do but being infront of a class didn't help so i felt miserable for the rest of the day...i hate being introverted! and its the schools fault! ever since i've been in that school my confidence has just gotten lower and lower and lower...when i was 11/12 i was wanting to join in with everything no matter if i had friends there